Ok, I don't know why I am struggling with this. I mean, I really like the shirt I've made. And, I love the hoodie.

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But I haven't really pushed them yet. I mean, I like them, but then there's the dilemma of ordering them.

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I don't know. I am just going through some shit right now. I can't get any work either. I have some jobs here and there from people, but marketing myself is a fucking chore.

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Tireless, repetitive, chore. Only to get met with the "we don't have the budget" or "not right now" or "we went with somebody else."

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I never knew how much of a struggle mentally I was going through. Talking through it helps.

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Shit, just writing it down helps.

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And that's ok.